Letters to no one

Dear No One,
       
            I feel distant to the person she wants. Her words of affection seem to have lost meaning. As if she's grown weary of the person I am, and more attracted to the person she wants me to be. She is my world. Without her i'd be lost. As lost as I am now. No One, I write to you as a friend, for you are the one who cares. I write to you to tell you of the girl i've given my self to, the one i'd place below no other. The girl i've fallen in love with.
            I'm going nowhere, while she seems to be everywhere. Why can't I be like her? I would do anything to see her smile, so what am i doing wrong? Can't she see me struggling to meet her halfway? Why have my actions gone unnoticed? Will I ever be able to show her that I love her as much as I tell her I do? If not, I will die a determined man, only then will I rest...