Rise

While I was on the summit of the waves easily gliding through the heavy current beneath, like a professional surfer unperturbed by all that was beneath I experienced a jolt which I initially ignored since I was high, high on life, high on achievement, high on my own imaginary beliefs, soon I realized I was dreaming, I wish I had kept dreaming but the reality is always far from any fantasy, even if it's a run of the mill one, reality bites everyone how could it spare me, an ordinary non-sophisticated dedicated individual who always seeked pleasure from the simpler things in life, A life made of few special people around whom I built kingdom, of course I was the king, I always will be.

Yes I never made my citizens feel I was always there to protect them, there to alleviate them and lived for them. I am given to understand that this has caused my downfall, not from the kingdom, but downfall from my utopian beliefs and my own past which was gleaming, which at times invoked jealousy from even friends and not so well wishers.

Everything seems to fade away and again comeback to life, life is playing its dirtiest game on me, but am no less.

Like a phoenix I shall rise from my ashes to where I was above the waves, above all else, my people will be for me this time with a lot more fervor, which should have always been the case. Again am being a victim of my own beliefs, but that's how I have lived, and will live in the future.

I shall rise to never fall again, I shall fly again in the silky skies, some things may never mend, and some thoughts may never mean the same. Some feeling may be never be experienced, but I shall fly again and be and top of the world.