places

fragmented in time
places i left behind
pull forth to the surface
false in my peace
carrying me away
to some place
another day
face faded into dreams
colliding with
my created reality
forgotten voice
calling
a name
i no longer know
slow
down time
stop
take in the smell
of rotted hope
and naked insecurity
sleep disturbed
vivid scenes
calling me down
thru the memory
into the time
i was his
and he was never mine
world buried in the secrets
no one told
holding onto the need
unable to stay
confused awareness
of whats gone
awake