A Fight To Stay Alive

Lies, Mistrust, deciet. I earned all of these things. Being in denial has its own ways of working out. but at the time, it seemed hopeless. the first 5 months that we were together, was all based on lies, bullshit. i had a confession to make, yet i was so scared, i waited it out until i possibly couldnt stand it. When i confessed all the lies i had ever told him, i wanted to die right there. i knew things would never be the same, little did i know how right i was.