Her Point of View

1.

I'm crying out but you don't hear me
I'm about to burst, I can't take it no more
Can't you see me?
Can't you see past my fake smile?
Can't you see that I need help?

I hate it , I hate it, I hate it here
I feel like I am not who I use to be
You destroyed me
You need to build me back together
It's all your fault

2.

The blood was running down her arm but she didn't care,
She just kept doin it over and over again,
Making crosses and slicing her poor arm and hand.

Her brother slapped her when he saw it,
She just smiled and laughed it off.
The pain had caught up with her,
She realized what a loser she really was.

3.
Scratch, scratch, scratch
She was tearing her skin apart,
As much as she tore it apart the itch was still there.

Was it really a itch or was it her pain getting the best of her?.

4.

P roblems
A rise (that you hide)
I nside (that become)
N eedles (poking at your inside's)

5.

How did I get to this point I said to myself?, barely scraping along at rock bottom.
Get it out of me, take it away.
I sat there puffing on a smoke, inhaling long and deep, wondering why the hell did you start smoking since you swore you wouldn't do it. You signed that contract with your whole class. Why couldn't you of been honest and admitted you were going to be a smoker like that boy. What is wrong with you women, defiantly something you don't want your brother to say to you.

Get it out of you, do what you got to do to get it out, thats it b****h, write it out of you. Then tears, these pages filled with tears, pain, hurtful sad memories but forget them they are in the past. They may help shape you to who you are today but now it is the time to move on be the better christian girl that you are screaming out to be, that you desire to be.

You would think her face would be flooding down with tears by now but no they had all dried up. She knew it was the truth, she knew she couldn't hide from it bottling it up on the inside.

She needed someone to listen so she choose her pad and her pen and thanked God for guiding her to them.