Letter of Sorrow

Dear Lover,

I'm sorry for all the lies that were cast.
Confusion && hurt was the thing I wanted last.

The letter was only for the anger I was feeling
No one could help me or tried to with dealing.

I felt alone && broken hearted;
Confusion && missunderstanding is what made us parted.

Sorry is what I want to tell you about at the anger I threw at you that wasn't your fault
My anger has been stuck inside not letting out, stuck hidden in a dark locked up vault.

If I could, I would change the past && time,
To stop the maddness from happening && stopping my friends from helping with this horrible, depressing crime.

But it still didn't give you the right not to tell me why you wouldn't speak
Because I thought this was just some prank, a lie, a game to make me go away, for that you still thought as me as a freak.

For we both need to know we're not the little kids we use to be,
We need to stop with joking, agruing, with the annoyance, && move on; just be friends not enemies is our only key.

The only truth you would never understand, the way my heart beats when I think of you.
The truth of how I love you the way I tufully do.

Now I must go for now you know my secret truth,
The love that I will always feel for you.

Love,
Anyamous