A Different End

Standing here alone in the rain
I know you're right there
But you won't come to the door
So I walk back home
Pick up the phone
Give you a call and get a busy tone
Crawl into bed let my tears stain the sheets

I'm playing out scenes in my head of you and me
I want to explain but you refuse to see
You don't listen
Everything we had
I thought you'd care enough to hear me out
Take my word
That's the thing about trust
As soon as you need it it's gone

Tomorrow I'll shake this thing off
Stand up on my feet
Pretend I'm okay
And I won't show defeat
I've done all I can
It's up to you now to pick up the pieces
To put this puzzle back together
And make us work

I'm playing out scenes in my head of you and me
I want to explain but you refuse to see
You don't listen
Everything we had
I thought you'd care enough to hear me out
Take my word

If there's nothing left and this is the end
If we let go here
I never see you again
At least I can say that I tried
Weeks later the sound of your name
Still brings back the pain
All the time we spent together was just a waste
All we ever had was for not
Our memories, our inside jokes
Will soon be forgot
Not at my will, but at your's
You didn't play your part
Left me high and dry
You didn't try to save us
You never told me why

I'm still playing out scenes inside of my head
Giving them all a different end
I wanted to explain but you refused to see
You never listened
Everything that we had
You threw it away
Didn't care enough to hear me out
Or take my word
That's the thing about you
As soon as I needed you
You were gone.

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I wrote this awhile ago in algebra class.... (This probably explains why I'm not getting straight A's in math....). Still playing around with it, but I found it and thought I'd post it before I lost it again. :)

And again, still writing the songs out and mailing them to myself so they can be stamped and dated by the post office to prove they are my own original works - so no stealing/plagarizing! :)

P.S. Still working on title as well.... The one up there is only temporary.