kill not

Kill not, the childish mind
Being wild makes me blind
Shaking my crimson trends
Time for sleep, but me not
I wonder along my black pages
For whom I had been
And since it riles me
I'm gonna curse, hysteria
Madness, a way to rail
And as I stand here
I know no words, I want to say
Figure out my disgrace
And again no words

I go against my worst doubts
I have no peace
Of this life I involve
Coz no matter I suffered
Yet it still goes on
I hate when it seems so careless
Coz inside I love my flame
Moon and starts all colorless
Still, my fire of sorrow
Don’t turn in pale
You’re my survivor
And for the times I spend so alone
I paid me in a grave
In a rest, I sacrifice my delight
For I wont do more mistakes
False and weak is all about
Being alive but as a belief
All to share
As in the dark I stare
No one else would bleed
My own wound bored
I'm sick of me

That dusk might still
I can't leave out my shame
I'm done here
Where no place else embrace
Me and my destiny
Though my frantic fire
It always calls
To feed me regrets
beside my old long hope
slay me, mercilessly
And unlike my faith
It drove uncertainly
Steps to the worst trend
A trapped nightmare
My crimson fault
My suicide