For the best

To let u go/ believe me it's not a breeze/ but i must for my heart, i can no longer tease/ time to put that madness to rest/ its to bad cuz, i could of been your best/ but i guess i didn't pass your test/ it's all alright/ i've accepted finally, can no longer deny/ i am the only one on whom i can rely/ i could never desert myself, even if i tried/ i'll probably be alone for the rest of my life/ this i just realized, but its probably for the best/ that way, what can i say/ cuz head and heart games, i don't play/ believe in a tru love exchange/ mine for his, who ever that is/ i'm in no rush to take that route/ i think theres more to life, and what it's all about/ to have someone is nice, don't get me wrong/and most cant be alone, but in that area i'm very strong/ been alone sense fo' eva/ it wasn't always eazy, but it got betta/ and now its hard to see myself any other way/ maybe i'll allow one in and be able to see myself different, one day/ i'll see myself in a whole nother way/ if not what can i say/ it's probably best that way/ that is straight black and white, there is no gray/ what can i say/ i'm the first to get in my way/ to learn how to move i constantly pray/ but still no change/ i know i don't think like most, some consider that strange/ but what can i say/ it's probably best that way.