Ruin

Ruin

I don’t know how to cure this pain,
Or end this hellish dream.
All I can do is pray and hope,
That you hear every scream.

My heart is broken, my soul is torn,
I cannot save myself.
So watch me break, and watch me fall,
And blame it on yourself.

I gave my heart away to you,
I gambled it wouldn’t break.
You threw it away as worthless,
And I think that was a mistake.

My eyes are cloudy, my face is wet,
I cannot stop the tears.
So watch me as I lose myself,
And remember it for years.

I took a chance and I got hurt,
And that’s the price I pay.
For believing I could be the one,
You’d love for more than a day.

And when you’ve moved on, and I’m still here,
I hope that you can see.
The laughs we shared, the love I gave,
And how you ruined me.