have you as mine

5-10-07

you were the one I ran to
when shit went down
I would cry on your shoulder
you’d wipe away my tears
you knew all my fears
and I knew yours
we spent everyday together
for months and months
you were there when he left me
you were right about him
yet I didn’t realize
how much you truly cared
I kept taking them pills
you tried to make me stop
and when I did
reality sunk in and it hurt
it hurt really bad
you tried to help me threw it
but I pushed you away
then one day I said fuck it
I don’t need him anyway
but truly I did
and I still do
but I fucked up
and told you to fuck off
when I meant to say
I need help I need you
so you left
our friendship destroyed
our hearts shattered
if I could turn back time
I would still have you as mine.