newfangled feelings

The fact that i cant stop
the racing pulse through me
drives me up a wall

To really gaze into his loving eyes
Turns my cheeks to warming pink
I love to be with him
I long to be with the reason
I smile everyday

The reason i am not depressed anymore
His soft kisses on my cheek
Make me flush red and uncover
Yet another smile

His hugs saves me from
Falling into the world's false and hurting ideas
Sometimes i ponder on my deadly fear
The fear of loving someone
I think thats everyones fear
To be rejected

But, now that fear is no longer
For i wish i could hold him longer
To be with him
Butm why should i pull him down
In my haunting world
The same world he saved me from?

So the fact that i cant stop
The racing pluse
Drives me up a wall