My loves....

I am so lonely I can hardly stand it. All I want to be is loved and love someone back, but it seems everytime I try something goes wrong. My first was Tiffeny, that slut fucked me and left me for my uncle. Then it was Mrs.F, i loved who she was. She was amazing just happy all the time, but she was straight, married, and beautiful. Non of those things ever work out for a gay ugle dyke. Then it was Lesa Hemmette. She's gay...well thats good. Somewhat attractive...awsome. Older...HELL YAY! So where's the problem...oops! She's married. Well there goes another one. Then this one girl comes along. She's my age, weird I don't usually like girls my age. Oh..she's pretty too... so pretty. Huh! She made me laugh, she's already to good for me.She's smart too and fun. Oh...her eyes...they are the color of the oceans...so deep and blue.Ah...she's perfect for me...but wait she's straight...she has a boyfriend...No she's suppose to be my love! ....my Nadine. I'm trying to get over her but she's the hardest to get over so far. What about this women Saima Uzma. She's gay and I like her. She's sweet and so cute especially when she writes thoughs emails to me, she knows only a little bit of english. Such a sweet women and in her thirties too....I bet she's beautiful.I'm so mad that she lives in a country supress women and people from being themselves....I want to save her.I should save her...yay I should be her knight in shining armer. I'll save her...that's what I'll do. Then we can move to Israel together and fall in love, get married, have kids, and have her to love her for every single moment as I breathe. What a great life that would be....it would be perfect....