I Choose You... My Cutting...

You're the one i choose to use
Now in need to get loose
All the bullshit that surrounds me
Sometimes makes me too blind to see
Everybody showing hate forget about me
Get off, Just leave me be
I got a feeling evolved
I got depression unsolved
I'm living a lie
Something i can't describe
I need something that helps me cope
To get out of the sinking boat
Unleash me from the chains of pain
Free me from the hate that i gain
I'm searching up and downtown
For something that help me find out
How i can be free for a moment
Now.. help me to the stone end..