Fruit & Grain

Fruit & Grain

How am I supposed to step up?
What if it's not in my character to take things?
I like to wait and plan for the right moment
Even if I miss my chance
So I'm not spontanious!
I just like to think things through
There's too many things I want
And I get nervous too easily
It's just when I see him
I feel alive!
My heart races!
I lose all my breath and freak out
All I can do is stare
If I try and talk I studder
Don't even get me started on when he smiles
But what am I supposed to do?
Tie him up and throw him in my closet?
O.k I'm not a freak!
I'm just confused and running out of ideas
I want him bad
It's just I don't think he wants me
Or I know he doesn't want me
So how am I supposed to grab him?
Him the thing I want!
I don't want to miss my chance
I just want to be with him- J.F.M