He thinks about his lonely past |
He thinks about his lonely past Wondering how long he's going to last He's too scared to wish for more And was never shown what he's living for He numbs the pain, hurt starts to fade As he scars himself with the blade He pushes away all his friends Now his tears will never end Is he forgotten in life Or be immortal with death No one will know Until his final breath Love for him was never shown So he lives his life all alone He calls himself the suicide kid, the death machine But everyone around says that's obscene He lives inside his hollow head Nothing he thinks is ever said Now he's lost inside his fragile mind Because loneliness is all he'll find Is he forgotten in life Or be immortal with death He will never know Until his final breath Now he wonders, lying wide awake, Can suicide fix God's mistake Kill the pain he never shows The pain inside that starts to grow Is he forgotten in life Or be immortal with death He will never know Until his final breath He wipes the tears from his eyes The plan is set, it's time to die So he drives the dagger through his heart Hoping he can find a fresh start |