Silent Screams

Razor blades dug across the surface, to be able to feel something from within. Wondering how my life brought me here and how I will escape it again.

Has my heart ever truly felt something other than all of this pain?
Dreading how much longer I will have to “deal” with it and let it remain.

My brain is numb, my heart is cold.
My spirit is gone, my flame is out.
No more of this girl is left,
She whispers when she should shout.

I can’t hide this emptiness any longer,
Losing what little grip I had
Breaking free into the darkness
Flying away from all that was so bad.

Nobody sees how she screams for help.
A rope nobody will hand her.
Wouldn’t matter anyhow, she’ll use it to hang herself on their offer.

Drowning in all of my own sorrows;
As my blood and tears mix together.
The slow release of emotion is my journey to nether.

As my world continues to consume me,
Slowly I’ll bleed out in red streams.
Waiting to take you under with me;
Nobody wants to hear my silent screams