Beast

"i hide in my corner of insanity
and try to keep away from the beast.
write on my paper to set me free
the music is my dining feast
invaders come to pop my bubble
turn the tunes up and switch off my ears
or my hands and voice will make trouble.
let my tongue be mute and my eyes be blind
i envision a haunted soul;
with my eyes squeezed tighter i find it is mine
tears veil my cheeks, and my chest convulses
the beast enters again ridiculing, criticizing making me hate
now i know this asylum is my destiny"