seeing through the mirror

never afraid
never brave
never wrong
nevver right
never alone
never in company
always there
always away
always smiling
always frowning
these words express two people
two people i love
two people i hate
these words express my feelings their actions
these people are apart and together
the same and different
me and me
her and her
im and here while i am gone
i am alive while i am dead
i am loved while i am hated
i am special i am me i am understood i am loved i am hated i am forgotten
i am erin i am rena i am 14 i never what you want me to be
always what i want me to be
i live my life
one day at a time
i count my blessing
one by one
never knowing what is next
i live life hiding under a blanket
i am me and that is all i can be.
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