Closed Desire

Your heart lies
beneath a built up surface
cowaring from faces
that could not understand

Your heart wants to know
freedom from the mind
to no longer be trapped in commands
and entwinded with violent rage
causing loneliness
in every day

Your heart aches
with a burden of
secrecy:
misplaced memories,
tortureous dreams,
an untold story of
your battles

Your heart waits
for the day it can burn
and light up your
darkness
stuck inside you between
unmeasurable love and
unforgetable hate

Your heart wants
comfort and friendship
anything, anywhere, anyone that is
safe
boring
simple
beautiful
quiet