a bit about me

Im writing this for no one in particular. More perhaps to amuse myself . Im not sure how id describe 'me'., im not a writer thats for sure, i lack poeticism if theres such a word, perhaps tact, and generally every quality that i used to expect doctors to have. 


its difficult to know where to start, ive never did this before so maybe ill just state a few things about me , a few concrete fundamental things that dont change despite my mood, the days of the week or the weather.

Im one of 5 siblings, one of 3 sisters, and one of 2 aunts.
I like ice cream
i dont believe in impossible
im in love with my friend mark, only when im drunk or depressed
i have green eyes and red hair
i cant remember the last day i wasnt on a diet , thinking about starting a diet, or just  plain old ' trying to be healthy'
i cant remember the last time i had good sex
i like the wind in autumn it makes me giddy
i hate the sound of a fork scraping on a plate
i dont always think things throught properly
when i do i sometimes wish  i hadnt
i find amusement in simple things, and my own misfortunes
i like to play on swings
walk bare foot on grass and to sing when im driving.
i think one of the biggest tragedies in life is a child who doesnt believe in themselves, or worse their parents
i wish i could sing
i like the colour green
i have just bought a fawn coloured woolen hat - my prised possession which i sometime wear when watching tv, walking round in my pjamas and consider wearing for work
blowing out my cheeks and making faces makes me feel better
i like my life, its not perfect but it suits.
i hate coffee but love coffe creams
il worry that ill never be content
i rarely make my bed , i love stripey cotton sheets that grandparents always seem to have , the feel of new socks , and closing my eyes in the sun
the sound of helicopter blades, tennis, rain and wind are up there in my top ten
i tell lies
i say prayers and dont always mean them
i wish my teeth were whiter

i enjoy the simple things in life