Im Confused!

I just don't quite understand these feelings I have inside.
I can't seem to find any words that could describe the
confusion my heart tries to hide.

You hurt me in ways I knew no man could be hurt.
You took from me that which I held most dear, and
still after all the pain you caused I still get weak in
the knees everytime I hear your name.

Why do I love you after all you have done. I should have
let you go and found someone else, but how can I find
love when you still have my broken heart.

It sits there in your hands shattered and torn; but every
time you touch it, I can feel something inside of me jump.
A ripple of the love that once we shared would pulsate through
my body, only to make me sick; knowing its no longer there.

I hear love songs on the radio and I can feel as the music
echoes off the wall of where my heart used to belong. I feel
the emptiness thats grow within me, each and every day.

Day and Night I seek to find a way to restore my heart
and to share my love anew but within me, I know its true,
that for me there is only one and though I cant fathom why...

I know its you.