Past Haunts

Verse 1- I can't believe all the time in my life I've wasted, All those years when I was a baby, oh, just a kid. All the things I stole and then threw away, I didn't know that I'd grow up someday. All the drugs I've huffed and smoked, On life...I've just joked. All those pills I've popped and threw back up and just did it again, I won't forgive myself, so why should God forgive my selfish sins? I've ran from the cop, I didn't care about anyone else, just myself and I couldn't be stopped.

Chorus - It's time I take time and realize my messed up mistakes, I can't go on giving people heartaches. I'm going to apologize to those who deserve it and those who don't, I want to forgive my father but I also know I won't.

Verse 2- Messing around with guys who I didn't know what they could have had, This is horrible, this is the worst of the bad. Maybe it would have turned out better if I had a real dad. But I refuse to push my mistakes on top of osmeone else's shoulder...time I face it all, I won't break down this time: I can't fall. Beka's family taking me in off the streets and I paid them with a bunch of troubles and more mistakes, I'm sorry I messed up, but my future...I refuse to break. I know it was my fault half that stuff happened, All my life...I've just sinned.

Chorus - It's time I take time and realize my messed up mistakes, I can't go on giving people heartaches. I'm going to apologize to those who deserve it and those who don't, I want to forgive my father but I also know I won't.

Verse 3- Talking back, All because i was messed up on all that wack. Cutting myself until it hurt, Having all that blood on my shirt. Mike didn't mean to kill him, it was a mistake, This I'm not going to fake. All those days I pretended to be at the library reading a book, I wasn't; a homicide, I did cook. No one knows everything because the only person who did is dead, Bryce, it's my fault; your thoughts I should have read. Joey, you didn't need to jump in front of that train, we'd still love you with whatever you had, It makes me sick when I realize the dude who gave you AIDS was your dad.

Chorus - It's time I take time and realize my messed up mistakes, I can't go on giving people heartaches. I'm going to apologize to those who deserve it and those who don't, I want to forgive my father but I also know I won't.

Verse 4- Now things are slolwy changing, Have I ever mentioned I hate changes, it's like my mind rearranging. I'm in love with a guy I never see, I've got to tell him, forget rejection, he has a right to know and I gotta tell him, in case he decides to leave. My friends are the best, even the ones who are at rest. I'm sorry for all that I have done.

Chorus - It's time I take time and realize my messed up mistakes, my messed up mistakes,I can't go on giving people heartaches,giving people heartaches I'm going to apologize to those who deserve it,who deserve it and those who don't,who don't I want to forgive my father, my father, but I also know I won't, I won't, I just won't.