If only.

Turn the lights off and turn the music up,
Put your book down and let's go up,
To our sacred place,

Where the feeling's good,
Where you can't go wrong,
Where it's as it should be,

I can feel you all around me,

Choking me,
Killing me,
Loving me,
Saving me,

Breaking through the barrier,
Breaking through the glass,
Breaking through the things that will make it last.

Coffee and candles.
You're a prisoner of your own device,

I can't make you stay,
But if you helped me,
I think we'd make it through.

Beat me.
Break me.
Tear me.

I'd love to die by your hands.
Wishes never come true.

See, you're scarring me.
You're ripping me.
But not in the way that I want.

You're making my worst nightmares come true.
I can't take the abuse.