she believed what she thought he felt

worked......used to listen at what i thought made some sane story line, common happy ending, but with a seductive switch from young oblivious, bumped up to faithless experience..........nothin special....from what iremember.....had a life forcing growth wishing while pretending to age......well yea shes supposed to know it all.....yea shy she believed it all.....and with good intent , with truth beneath silence thoughts chose what was right......an i wasnt there but i was told and imagined......sight equaled afection for good taste.....two seperate mind setting for the future........she dreamed of forever, for theres no point for no better.......he saw a good time with a beautiful smile.....satisfied for all he saw it to be worth......nothin special......good timing with the words that search out trust......for her love would do anything......believe a lie to continue beating......on top without permission he could call out hate.......ignore for space, control he had it all, his free rights were her first mistakes.........and well i wast there but counted with concern.....month later still theres nothing she wouldnt do.....didnt need any reason just responded without doubt......and he knows....though careless.....he got bored, soo looking for new, anything else just new......he peaced out.....the rest is easy to speak, obivious emotions......still she had no retreat.....pressed on with passion instead.....unaware of truth for the real want....eventually she figured out what was dead....so i tried to tell with sympathy.......for hearing and seeing the sight each time.....causing me a casual insanity.....hopeing one day she will learn......untill then i'll sit in the background, watching with damp eyes.......without a turn