I wrote this a year after my ex and I broke up. Read and find out why. |
When I close my eyes All I see is pain I'm tired of all the lies Tears fall like rain I really don't understand Why she's so much better Drowning in your quicksand Take you, I just let her Can't believe I was so dumb To think you wanted me As your every only one For all of eternity I don't understand why You gave me that ring Looking at it makes me cry Knowing it doesn't mean a thing We are nevermore For you were unfaithful And left me for the whore But for this I am grateful I was shown a love I've never felt before So much higher above Than that dirty little whore At first I was shocked That you would ever leave me Because I thought our love was locked But then you deceived me Then I was angry And full of ire That you would set me free And set my heart on fire But for a long time I had bled inside For you weren't mine My heart had to hide Ever since then It's been in a guilded cage Nobody gets in No matter how much I'm engaged The pain keeps building And trust fades away The pain is unyielding Each and everyday And the more I try To move on and live The more I die And not want to give You were the one Who gave me reason And kept ablazing my sun But then there's your treason I am no longer incarcerated In your web of deception Since we've been separated I have a new perception I never let anyone get too close Since my heart is as cold as stone My blood slowly flows And I'm bitter to the bone It's no longer you I miss But the warmth and amenity Of a happy couple's bliss And the peaceful serenity 2/7/2007 |