I hate the way things are...

I love you so much...
I hate the way things are,
Now you don't want to be with me,
But you was my sun...my brightest star.

Everyday i wake up,
And i wake up longing for you,
The first and last thought of mine,
Is nothing but wandering what i can do.

I can't let you go,
You say it's all in the past,
But i don't want to let you go,
Want the memories and feelings to last.

I can't do this anymore,
I'm falling apart...
Why did you do this to me?
You broke my heart.

Everytime i see you,
Everytime i talk to you,
My heart is jabbed and teased,
My heart longs for my fantasy to be true.