where do i go

Where Do I Go
Where am I supposed to go,
in a world where cruelness is considered normal?
Where do I go to be safe,
when I can't even be safe in my own home?
How am I supposed to be happy,
when your the one that's making me cry?
Why is it you want me to stop hurting myself,
when your the one that's hurting me the most?
How am I supposed to live,
when every morning I wake up,
and think this might be my last day alive?
How am I supposed to feel good about myself.
when all you do is tell me how worthless I am?
How can you say I've ruined your life,
when your the one that's ruined mine?
Where do I go to get away
from all of this pain?
I'm all alone,
there's nowhere to go,
no where to run too.
I'm afraid to leave,
but I'm also afraid to stay.
So where am I supposed to go?