Thoughts at 5am

Can’t sleep… Tossing and turning…
So much to think about…
Her… Why does she do this to me?
That scared little girl keeps wanting to come back…
Must push her back down again…….
What does he think of me?
What is going to happen next?...
God I don’t know… I wish I had some sort of clue…
Things would be so much easier……
This house… We’ve been here for 15 years…
I don’t want to leave just yet…
All of these memories……
Does he like someone else?
What did he mean by that?.......
What does she want from me?
Can’t forget what she has done to me…
Don’t want to be like her… Can’t be like her…
What if I am?...
Oh god! I would just die… She is just so…
Ughhh…. Just so mush to handle……
The sun is rising…
Can’t sleep… Tossing and turning……