Sometimes, just sometimes

Sometimes, just sometimes

Sometimes, I lay awake at night
Looking at the changes around me
Wondering if all of it was true
The flowers change their color
Into the color of the world
Crumpling the petals of sacrifice
The feet of its own ruler
Sometimes, just sometimes
The world is wrong

When climbing up those stairs
I fall to the open-mouthed ground
Trying to hear a kind word
A small help blooming from the dark
But it all is crumpled
And blocks all light away from me
Not letting me feel the bliss
Sometimes, just sometimes,
The world is ruthless

I open my mouth to sing now
The trial sound so melodious
But dark hands pull me down
Saying wrong it is, no matter what
Sticking me to my position
And I was hoping they were right
But those darks were kept black
Sometimes, just sometimes,
The world kills

Then, I found what I had wanted
One voice out of all the others
Pleasing, satisfying and encouraging
Out from the diamond of light
Emerging as a rainbow in the colorless
Who slowly brought me up
To stand and walk up for
Sometimes,
The world is beautiful

All the forces came out then
Telling me that confused were my thoughts
One voice was in the dark
And all was supposed to be wrong
Created all spaces between us
So that we are two now
Walking into two hearts
Sometimes, just sometimes
The world fights us up

Like two petals, hand in hand
We join together again
Enlightening everything around
And slowly rise upwards
Touching the sky
Grabbing at all the dreams
Which we achieved and true
Sometimes, just sometimes,
The world loses
Sometimes, just sometimes…