Life & Errors

.... With each passing day, I feel I am getting closer to life, strange but its true! I think my opinions, my perceptions and my feelings are changing to a great extent...I sometimes find myself admist a tough battle of insecurities and securities, certainty and uncertainty, jealously and compassion, love and hatred... Every battle is not fought with an idea of winning it...its just fought and you are just a part of it because either you step in the scenario or you yourself are the director of it. Sad enough, there's hardly a right or a wrong way to go about things. These rights and wrongs are again very much a part of you as a person and you choose to either console yourself or you choose to praise yourself depending on the results. The brighter colors of life tend to get much more brighter and the colors which couldn't be seen as a kid form the lighter shade to the box. The black gets a priority because the stuff to hide kind of increase, the white follows close because you tend to have equal if not less stuff to disclose. Everything gets a tag, a brand, a value is attached...you start viewing your life as an exercise book and the thing that changes in it apart from the words of course is the fact that you write in ink rather than a wooden pencil... Wish they taught me how to write with a pen when I was a baby; its fascinating to have a single A4 paper at your disposal, there's a word restriction and there's a limited time for you to finish writing...with every spelling mistake or with every grammatical error you lose a point hence you need to b cautious!!! And how on earth do you manage to get around with it without having practiced it before! As a result, you or at least I had to pay a price initially, now of course I am much better than what I used to be and that's why I say that ye, I am getting closer to life as I can write a page not error free but yes with minimal errors !