My Unknown Feeling

How could you have said those things

In my head, the sound of your voice rings

It fuels an internal fire of my hate

Don't know what i can use to relate

My fists stiff, the fire stops

Body shaking, nerves boiling to their tops

Now im cold, I feel nothing

I'm an empty shell, all stops moving

It's just me trapped in myself

I don't know the nature of my health

My mind's racing, Trying to think straight

But inside I know this can't be my fate

Gotta look up, gotta keep moving

Gotta be happy, that's what they're expecting

Can't let it get the best of me

You can't let them even see

But this makes me not want to be right

This makes me not wanna fight the good fight

I don't want to please you anymore

For the pain you put me through

You took my pride

You humiliated me

Kicked dirt in my face

Must feel good to feel in control

You'll miss me when im gone