Gods Decision

Gods Decision ©

I suggest discussion is left for another time,
Mass regard is rarely felt and often denied,
I’ll question moves I make for the sake of religion,
Yet I’m blinded by my thoughts when I try and understand decision.
Pay homage to my efforts as a chosen soul,
I travel and help, yet I’m allowed no dreams of my own,
Only nightmares spurned on by my reoccurring visions,
My minds in a prison and so why have you blessed me with wisdom?
Life has a scaling cost depending how far I travel,
The rainbow of faces or the routes that I follow,
Undeterred by your mistakes or by your unknown actions,
I call patience a fool as I wait to see the gate.

Choice is but a luxury afforded to those,
Who often pay no regard to what they do,
Take it for granted, their biggest mistake,
But still your decisions never seem punish these fools.
Am I rude or foolish to curse these men in this way,
And assume that somehow I know better,
Will their lives develop and realise dimension
As they wake up one day surrounded by the light of truth,
Or am I right to tell them when I see their actions
that they’re but reflections of diamonds in a garden of jewels.

Foolish men offer pride as I shake their hands,
And will never understand that this I have seen the most,
How the curse of self importance will determine their actions,
Allowing for nothing but hatred, they fear no rules.
Your advice remains the same as I torture my mind,
With these unanswered questions, developed over my time,
I was sent with no mission or preparation of task,
But have been brazened in response during each aftermath,
I hope I have served well and helped the people in their needs,
And will continue to do so till your light strikes me.