love's fool

Why duz my heart hurt me so much
Why do I fall in love
I want your affection
But if u reject it then ill try to accept it
Cuz Im always never enough
Why do tears flood and my stomach tie in knots
When u talk about loving some one else my god
But I must be strong weather I like it or not
I feel like im gonna rot
When connecting the dots
And thinking these thoughts
Im sorry I fell in love with u
But if u want ill be gone
Youll just be on my emotional list of things I did wrong
And ill tell u this from what I feel inside
I don’t say I love u just to say it
If I didn’t love u then I wouldna cried
People say ill find love but that shit is a lie
Cuz everytime I love sumone
Heartbrake is all I get so I curse to the sky
Like why me god why
I feel so cold like when somebody dies
I feel alone this world is dark like im blind
I can nolonger write so with that goodnight
Ill lay down and cry as I break down inside
Hoping when I wake up the next day will be bright