Neddles for me , Roses for you

It was a special day , I remember well
I cleaned my boots , I used my coat
My beautiful blue suit just for you

I picked some flowers , the most beautiful
I big bunch of roses just for you
all so red , all so full of love.

I went outside a sunny day
And rided with my horse away.

I rided all the way
with a smile on my face
just to want to see yours
once again.

I remembered your face
your voice , the feeling of your head
being next to mine until the night
showed up and the sun went away.

Oh joy! Oh happiness! What is that I see?!
Its you! Its you! Im sure its you!
The smile lights up like the sun!
Im sure its you! It must be you!

What is that? Is its looking at me?
It is really you? .....

I rided away
the sound of my horse steps where
so quiet so slow
than my heart beat
waiting to see you.

The big smile was on my face
I couldnt resist I jumped right away
but then my heart stopped what could it be?
my eyes opened in a big scary face

The fear consumed me
Is what I think? Is that another person next to you?

My love for you was more great for you
So my soul just calm down
" Im sure is a friend , just a good friend "
I just have to say hello! I dont have to fear for my love!

But is that blood in your hands? why are they all red?
Are you hurt? An enemy maybe?
Should I protect you like I did that time?

But wait is no blood what I see ...
Flowers? Is that what my eyes try to see?

How can that be? Roses? Are those roses?

A bunch of roses , bigger than mine ....
My love smiled and walked slowly

OH! Im so happy! You remembered me!
I knew you would come! A friend no more that person is!
Oh joy joy!

Come to me my love! Hug me until there is no moon!
No sun! No day! Only your love and the eternity of my hope!

My love walked and what is that I see?
Are you kissing that person ..... or friend ..... ?
Is that really you? why dont you come to my arms and say hello?

You gave that person a kiss ... a person ... a friend ... a shadow maybe ... ? .... but why did you lied me? ...

I rided away , scared of you looking at me
the tears fell of my eyes , my heart breaked down

All I did for you
I protected you
I loved you
and all I just wanted is to see you ....

The sky went gray , the floor went wet
My horse slipped and
the mud covered my face ,
my body went souless

And now Im here
My clothes are dirty , my face is brown
My smile is broken , Im not sure about my body
My arms hurt , my legs are bleeding

My body cant move anymore
my horse is not moving anymore

I just can see those roses I bought you
while I wait for the rain to stop
or my heart to explode

And my tears just drained from my eyes
the blood flowed through my mouth

And the roses drained the color
of the love I fell down.

And now Im alone , and my eyes are closing down
all I can see is the smile on your face
your body next to mine , your soul smiling again.

I guess is ok , if you are happy that is.
So bad , so sad , its not the same for me.

I cant stay longer in this world
but I hope you find at last one of my roses....
Or at last one of my thorns.