He isn't mine

My heart he holds,
though he does not know.
Yes I understand,
he could tear it to pieces,
but only if he knows.

I watch his hands,
for what they hold
I can't get back.
I am at a loss of words
when in his company.
Can he not feel
my heart beating in his hands.
His name always on the tip of my tongue,
but never to be spoken.
friends say he is my obsession,
but an obsession never last.
He has had my heart for 2 1/2 years.
We should be together,
though i know it would not last.
He would forget about me,
and i would be left to see,
my broken heart given back to me.