It's up to me.

Through the confusion, I can see,
A clear picture of how, things should be.
The pains that flow so freely inside of me.
That must be how, it was meant to be.

The end of life is nearing.
It's the light I need to see.
And I can take this messed up world or leave it,
It's up to me!

I try to find the happy things in life,
And hold them near my heart.
But soon the hate grows on,
Leaving my whole world dark.

The end of life is nearing.
It's the light I need to see.
And I can take this messed up world or leave it,
It's up to me!

This game of life, Is one I just can't play.
There's no way to win it anyway.
I needed an ace but was dealt a queen.
So much wasted effort, for so very little gain.

The end of life is nearing.
It's the light I need to see.
And I can take this messed up world or leave it,
It's up to me!

This game called life will chap your ass.
For some of us folks it's not bound to pass.
For those who are lucky, go on your merry ways.
Cause I can take this life or leave it,
And I choose not to stay.