Going thru a rough patch with my man |
WHY????? Why does it always seem to be just when you are happiest, something comes along to ruin the thing that you thought best? A test from God? I sometimes wonder How He could be so unfeeling to make a person feel such hurt And just myself I'm being... You just don't seem to understand family and friends are most important without them I am nothing and to imagine life w/out them-I can't. I am ALWAYS here for my friends that's just how God has made me, and if you cannot comprehend, I guess I can't make you see. That I will ALWAYS be here for my friends who need to share, but after all is said and done To you- my burden I bare. That is what I'd hoped for, It's something I really needed, but you didn't seem to listen my words just went unheeded. The person that I turned to just happened to be my sis, who also had a horrific day and knew something was amiss. She texted me this afternoon 'At least we have each other, isn't that really sad?' she wrote 'With men why do we bother?' I wrote her back and said, 'Not so, it's great we have one another! Friends and family are the only ones you can count on like no other.' Boyfriends/girlfriends come and go of this you can be sure, but true friends ALWAYS stand by you their love is always pure... For what ails a broken heart is there really a remedy? Does it take time and patience? I guess we wait and see! Who's to say whose right-whose wrong it's all in one's perception I'll tell you this, I wish there were some clear defined definition. Then we could assign the blame no more he said/she said crap It would all be clearly defined both parties taking the rap Because we all know that it takes 2 to make a relationship work and if both parties do not try someone looks like a jerk This time it will NOT be me I've tried my very damndest I've overcome my past heartaches With you I've been my best But I CANNOT and I WILL NOT pay for wrongs done unto you in the past, there they should stay With me- please start anew I am just an ordinary woman living life the best that I can I wasn't looking for someone but then I found you, my man You helped me heal my broken heart years of abuse and scars did heal with you I thought I'd found my mate I really thought we'd seal the deal But when I needed you the most I felt like 2nd best Other things you had to do I'm not important as the rest That may be my perception I may be totally wrong but as you haven't called or text is this my farewell song? I didn't wish for this to happen never in a million years I finally found a guy I love I say thru all my tears. Erica B. 12/28/2006 |