days have never gone faster

Whats up everyone. You probably dont know me, and i hope you aint like me because then you'd be just as fucked up in the head as me. Right now i seem to be going through a very troubling time, or as i would say, a very fucked up situation. Its not fare anymore how the situations i pick only fuck me over when im trying to better myself. I can help almost anyone else, but i could help myself outta hell. Speaking of hell, i been thinking a lot about it recently. Not because i'm thinking about killing myself, fuck that suicide is for the weak, but because i did some really dumbass shit. The bible only says there are two certain ways to go to hell. One is suicide, the other is witchcraft in any form. Well, not to long ago i was deep into black magic. Not quite the animal sacrifices people usually associae with that word, but what i did was real. No bullshit, i really know some freay ass shit, but most of it is journeying. I was a shaman you see, i could cross over to the otherside. Its beautiful, but crowded in areas. I saw hell once after i tried to cross over while on drugs. Ive never crossed since and stuck to my marijuana and bicardi for all the journeys life has to take me. Im ashamed of this piece of writing. its shit compared to what i can do, but hell, fuck it. Fuck everything right now. Right now im stuck at home with my stepdad because my moms at some bar sucking her boyfriends dick. Fuck her, Fuck her up the shitty excuse of aan ass she has. I dont give a fuck if you dont like me saying it, fuck my momma. I didnt say fuck your momma, fuck my momma, i dont give two shits about your momma. Im really fucking pissed off, and if you mix anger with stress and a lot of liquer, your gonna do exactly what im doing. You know what, fuck the whole fucking world and everything in it. Now im saying fuck your momma. Have a nice motherfucking day, bitches.