Broken Hearted

My heart weeping
With the pain of losing the one I love
Loved so much to be hurt by him
My heart is breaking
It is not mending
No matter what I do
It hurts so much
So much inside
That I cannot go on with this pain
Losing everything I live for
Everything I long for again
Has gone for good
This time is different
I do not understand what I have done
To deserve this pain
Being one problem after another
Life despises me so much
I cannot understand why though
What did I ever do?
Every glimpse of hope has gone
Being happy again is not for me
Feeling sad and alone is what it seems
But I cannot live with a life so meaningless
So what does it hold for me?
Will I ever love someone like this again?
Tell me...