unchartered land

Quivering, shaking,
I see you coming up to me.
Smiling your smile,
my heads in a flutter,
stirring something deep inside.
The emotions so raw, so real and so good,
filling me out.
Like a whisper in the dark,
you excite me,
sending devious thoughts through my system,
bubbling upwards, spiralling out of control,
exploding to the most northern star,
only God knows,
forgive me Father,
what I want you to do to me.
Mentally you blow me away,
so easy to talk yet so eager to listen.
Physically I need you, want you, crave you,
as a leech needs it life-giving blood.
These feelings so untouched,
my elixir of life that no mortal can make,
you are my celestial body.
You have turned my lead into the purest gold,
pure from the earth that not even Mother Nature herself can imagine such a thing.
No earthly possession, materialistic object,
holds any value or is even close to the love I have for you.
It has me tangled in this net of life.
Abstract reality, dishonest truth makes no sense.
A single drop in the Atlantic, grain on Thames bank floor,
cell in my body, it feels so in place,
no doubt to hold back.
I love u darling, my sweet baby boy.
In a mansion or in a hut, I am yours,
street cleaner or lawyer, I belong to you.
Soul for soul, life by life, hand in hand,
you and I together, walk together,
towards loves uncharted land.