My Colors are Running

My colors are running
I need hope
Hope I'm worth loving
Hope I can cope
My future's unknown
My silverlining is gone
Maybe there's someone
To turn my life into dawn
Shedding some light
On those dark grim grays
In shock and unpeaceful
I'm counting my days
My colors are running
They just keep building up
Most days I'm down
And other's I'm stuck
Nothing to fix
This chaotic mess
Putting many mistakes
To the test
Bursting my brain
My thoughts never end
Filling my head
With no room to bend
My colors are running
My emotions are numb
My hard times not over
Because I am still young
But as I grow old
I will not heal
Because my colors keep running
Keeping time for my feelings to steal