In My Words

Darkness fills my head, just like a pitch black shroud.
It is like my head is completely filled with clouds.
It always rains behind my eyes.
Sometimes I can’t stop the tears from falling when I cry.
The pain has a way of getting to intense.
I forgot when it hurts, sometimes it makes no sense.
I have wished on every single star in the night sky,
Whoever told you wishes come true fucking lied.
I have begged the lord to stop the hurt.
When the pain starts time moves like crawling in dirt.
If only someone out there could understand my agony.
Then they could figure out a way to tear it out of me.
I need help but my whimpers are whispered.
From all this shit my insides have been blistered.
A hurricane of thoughts swirls through my mind.
Like how come you told me you cared and I still got left behind.
So I leave on this note, I’ll be back who knows, whenever.
But I say this now my passion with this life has forever been severed.