When I Think Of You

When I think of you I'm either happy or sad. Is it because I treasure every memory we shared or is it because you’re gone and your presence is no longer here?

Thinking of you brings a bright smile to my face knowing that I was blessed just having you in my life showing me everything in the right place.

But thinking of you also lets me know I can no longer speak to you nor can you help or guide me, without you in my life I am nothing compared to what I should have been. I am scared of what I may become without sharing it with my love. I feel I must have failed him in some kind of way, why do I deserve to feel this kind of pain?

Thinking of you makes me believe things really do happen for a reason and what seems horrible in my eyes is God’s great plan to open a door to a new surprise.

Thinking of you now I see the truth of life, we lose the people we love but in the end we find the comfort knowing we shall see them once again in the kingdom above.