I miss

I miss feeling alive and free..
the way I used to be long back ago...
I miss the love that came from the heart...
wish alas, then I had not ignored.

I miss the feeling of being in love..
the way I felt for one,long long ago
I miss the tingle I felt all through..
when he was around somewhere near.

I miss the time when he held my hand
and oh how reluctant was he to leave...
How I wish I had but just ones
told him how I felt here deep down within!

I cried and cried for days to come...
know not why the tears so strong...
a weight that this heart is carrying for so long
know not when he ll lift it off.

I remember him, standing afar
with a twinkle in his eyes
as his friends joked on...
and yes he did glance my way for once
and leave a lingering look,
which i hold on so dear to my heart.