Why Me?

See, I was raped when i was nine years old.
This is the story that nobody told.
having my body being viloated by someone I trusted.
Who I thought loved me but in realtiy didn't even care.
See, I can't even begin to tell you what the pain was like
How I layed there and tried the fight.
Fight the pain of the penetration.
At that age didn't know condoms were the safest,
things to protect me against disease and things.
Now I wish I would have known you see.
I knew he was taking away what GOD gave me.
With tears streaming down my face.
Tell me how could someone I love take advantage of me this way.