Unworthy

I can't have your future,
I can only have your past.
I can't undo the things I've said,
I just have these regrets.
Maybe if I hadn't been so angry,
Maybe if you had tried,
Maybe if you had shown you cared,
It would have been a funner ride.
We shared some good times
And we had our laughs.
But through all the bad times,
They just couldn't withstand.
There's still some things I need to know,
I still have thoughts I'd like to say.
But with all my weaknesses and doubts
The words are led astray.
The ignorant state of mind I was in
Is what allowed me that smile to wear.
I'm sorry that you hurt me
But I'm mostly sorry you didn't care.
I could have been your everything,
I had all those hopes and dreams.
But your unkind words and lame excuses
Ripped me apart at the seams.
Looking back on all our time together
Really makes me see
How wasted all my time was,
And how unworthy you are of me.