I've always been a cynic You knew that coming in and you're so optimistic it sometimes wears my patience thin. I've tried to stay angry but you always make me laugh You have healed my whole heart where for a time there was only a half. I stayed empty to protect myself from having to hurt and feel. You wiggled your way in though and I've managed to let myself heal. My brick wall you've dismantled showed me life as it should be and although I'm scared to admit it, for myself now I have dreams. Although I still don't do mornings and the darkness sometimes lingers, You have changed the world for me when you slipped the ring on my finger. I try hard now not to worry go with your theory that things will work out and yes, I am still shocked that you knew what you were talking about. I know I am a handful with my negative energy around like a gray cloud in your sunny day but your positive is my ground. It took time, but you were willing and I trust you and love you completely. I'm happy for once because of you even though I show it discreetly. Your patience paid off and now I am free content now and whole because you loved all of me. |