Dearest Monique

Dearest Monique,

“Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too; this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what it loves.”
Blaise Pascal

This is a quote that personifies how I feel; I cannot help but believe that I see you through the clearest lenses of both my mind and my heart. I know inside I am filled with that feeling of want, that left unfulfilled leaves you empty and searching for something, someone to quench that thirst for love. I'm not looking for a date, like yourself- I am seeking a relationship. I’ve had my fair share of short term commitments, only afterwards to be left wanting more, wishing it would last longer. For too long I have been alone, bereft of someone dear to me; someone to hold, someone kiss, someone to love and love me back. I want to be there for you, through the rainy days, the troubled times, through all the bad moments and all the sad stories; I want to be there with you, holding you hand and helping you through them- I want to be with you and you with me. You asked me the question of why you- so now my dear I shall answer you as best as I can. The thing that sticks out most to me is your beauty, of mind, body and soul. You are a wonderfully intelligent and funny women that always brings a smile to my face, regardless of the circumstances. Your wit and your personality compliment your positive nature, and form such an exuberant and infectious personality; I cannot help but be drawn towards you. Every time I look at you I am greeted by you soft warm face and you powerful eyes, pearly whites inlayed with perfectly round hazel gems. Your lips are full and soft, and they gently caress every word that comes from your mouth; as well they quietly hide your beautiful smile. A person’s soul is the truest reflection of who they are, and you have a beautiful soul. You know what you believe in, and you believe in it whole-heartedly, and this quality shows threw into how you act and what you do, and I pray that you will believe in me. You are a truly special person, quite unlike anyone I have ever met, or I shall ever meet. So I say to you what I have said to you a thousand times before, and will say a thousand times more, I love you Monique; I just hope you can feel the same way about me. I cannot force you to love me Monique, all I can do is tell you this and wait:

I will never leave you
I will never hurt you
I will never betray you
I will never stop loving you

I will always be there
I will always protect you
I will always care for you
I will always, always love you

So that Monique, is why it’s you; and that Monique is how I feel. So now I have shown you the door, and I pray that you will follow me through it into a wonderful new world.
I hope this letter shows you what I really need, what a truly desire. So now it turns to you, you hold the next move.

Eternally yours,

Martin.