This Moment

I never saw this coming,
Losing you so soon,
Who knew your one mistake,
Would effect me too,

But of course it would,
I should have thought,
My hearts filled with resentment,
I need to let go,
And you’ve already forgotten,

Sure, we weren’t great friends,
But this moment still hurts,
I never told you anything,
But you knowing would never work,
I always assumed you sort of knew,
But it would have been a first,
This moment still hurts,

You made me degrade myself so much,
Naked on your floor,
And every time I closed my eyes,
I accepted it once more,

I never saw this coming,
Hating you so soon,
My hearts filled with resentment,
And that’s all because of you,

But of course it would,
I should have known,
You tricked me into this,
Who knew I would fall for it,
After that one kiss,

I shouldn’t have expected anything,
But this moment still hurts,
I let you take my pride away,
It was a plan of yours that worked,
I thought you knew what you were doing,
But your knowledge was the worst,
This moment still hurts,

You made me regret so much,
After the first time happened,
But you got me just one more time,
And I still hate you for that,

I never saw this coming,
Wanting you gone so soon,
After all your manipulation,
I hate myself too.